Hi Jonathan!
What an amazingly generous offer you are making. As I read the other entries, I realized that my story, too, might sound made up - but it isn't. I became interested in internet marketing 3 years ago and spent considerable money on trying to find something that would work for me. Part way through this process, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. I continued to try to create an internet business throughout that process, as difficult as it was. The chemo was terribly distracting for me as was my total and complete fatigue. I pushed on through 2007, never losing hope that I could "make this happen" somehow. Then, when I was finally feeling that I could devote some real time to the effort, the following year my son was diagnosed with a very aggressive form of testicular cancer. It was devastating news, and it completely knocked me over. He went through horrible chemo and two surgeries, one of which was particularly dangerous. Although this was not happening directly to me, I took it worse than I took my own diagnosis and treatment. I was an emotional wreck, yet I continued to try to do the internet marketing business. I also continued to buy products and could not seem to center myself or focus on any one thing long enough to start making money. As 2008 passed, I was feeling like a failure and still had not made any money. The debt was growing and I had nothing to show for it. I was determined that 2009 was going to be my year. 2009 brought the severe illness of my 83 year old mother who already had Parkinson's Disease. She began to require a lot of care, and I was the only one she had who could care for her. After a very intense 8 months of emotional and physical exhaustion for both her and me, she passed away. One week later, my husband got laid off from his job at the end of 2009. So, here it is 2010, I'm deeply in debt with nothing to show for it except my failed attempts at finding something that will earn me an income. I keep trying, and I will not give up. My husband, who originally had great faith in me, is now questioning when I am going to start getting paid for all the time and money I have spent on this. I am still not discouraged. In this process, I have learned a lot about myself. I am going to make this happen somehow. But, a possible injection of cash from your generous offer would surely give us more hope that this can be accomplished. Like the other writers here, I am certain that there are a lot of deserving people, and many more deserving than me. But, I needed to at least make a plea for my case. Thank you so much for considering me for this. My CB ID: complete4u My PayDotCom ID: 400041